Last Tuesday, two days into my second foray into juice dieting, I had an amazing run. Broke past my usual wall, longest distance since my most recent bout of back issues, felt great.
Haven't run since.
So when this evening my weekly training report from dailymile appeared in my inbox, I heard myself say out loud, "dammit!"
Because dammit I hadn't hit my distance or frequency goals this week. Because dammit too much to do, not enough time. Because dammit I spent two days being feverish. Because because because.
I need to run. I want to run. I keep choosing to prioritize other things above running.
And then I hide from those decisions.
Not winning. Not winning at all.